From computer flirting to an amazing first outing.

After only a couple of weeks (though felt like months we knew so much about each other) we thought it would be a shame not to meet and arranged for him to come to my house on friday 2nd October 09 at about 8 where we'd go out to town for some drinks, food maybe and see what happens. Well to be honest i'd never really been out on a date, not that this was.... we were just meeting oh but it was a date to me and I was so nervous. Ive always been unhappy with my size and even though I knew he wasnt a shallow person, I was still concerned. I'd chosen my most clevage revealing dress and as my children were with their father that night I set about getting ready and just hopped I wouldnt be stood up.

I was pacing the dining room come 8 and wasnt long before I could see through the patio doors and the back gates, a car pulling into the driveway. Then nothing for about 5 minutes..... what was he doing, was it him or some cheeky bugger teasing my already fragile nerves by parking in my driveway when somone needed to use it. A knock at the door and my heart stopped..... it had to be him, must have walked round the front. I straightened myself and opened the door..... WOW, he was gorgeous and if im honest I could have dragged him to my bedroom that minute but told myself think classy thoughts and just dont babble. There were a couple of nervous first hi's, hello's and I invited him in..... he said I looked beautiful and omg I felt myself blush....27 and I was blushing like a school girl. I made coffee and couldnt stop glancing over at him, he was in Jeans a white shirt and waistcoat, ummmmmm devine. In the kitchen I couldnt help notice he had his hands in his pockets all the time, wasnt till after when he told me he picks at his nails when he's nervous so keeps his hands in his pockets not to draw attention to it, how sweet. Anyway back to the story (oh how my mind wanders and how he can make me feel with those fingers)..... ermmmmm coffee, yes coffee and not knowing where to sit... much to my supprise the conversation was easy and flowing exceptionally well. We both liked the same music, bands, films and was just gone half 9 before i'd realised the time and suggested maybe we pop to town for a drink.... Jack Daniels.

The walk wasnt far, only 10 minutes and we chatted like old friends, he mentioned his terrible singing voice to which I said "i'm sure u hit all the keys, just (and he joined me in finishing) not in the right places".... Morcombe and Wise!!! Turns out, just like me, is one of his favorite sketches. Me I was thinking we've not been in each others company for more than 2 hours and he's already finishing my sentances and ones that not many ppl would know. At best my memory is awfull and yet he knew what I meant. As I remember we went to the 3 horseshoes, sat down and luckily a live band was playing... also music we both liked. He bought the first round and I just couldnt help staring at his perfectly pert bum as he stood at the bar, i'd mentioned chatting on MSN that if I liked his bum i'd HAVE to give it a squeeze but thought now may not be the best time...... I know I liked the look of him but am rather blind when it comes to knowing if somone likes me and I dont think he would be carrying a huge banner around with him declaring his feelings for me, though would have helped =S. Anyway, the conversation flowed, I got the next round and have to say sitting opposite sides of even a small table isnt very cozy, although meant he would have a great view of my clevage as I leaned forward to hear him over the music. We soon found it too hard to hear each other and decided to move to the next pub........ Onwards and upwards through town and much to my great enjoyment he put his arm round me as we walked saying I looked cold. I had slid my arm round his waist and instantly felt at ease cwtched into the crook of shoulder. Was this a move though or was he just being a perfect gentleman...... I know, i'm slow.

Next stop was the Litten Tree (now changed to Tair Pluin for some reason... not that I even know what it means) where there were very few people and small high tables and stools that could be pushed closer together. I used this to my advantage and whilst hoisting myself onto the stool, i pulled it closer to him meaning once I crossed my legs they would be leaning against his. Again the conversation was easy and must say the Jack Daniels was helping to mellow me out when all at once his hand rested on my thigh and slowly but surely his hand was moving, stroaking and caressing my thigh, it felt so amazing but as luck would have it the pub had decided was closing early and we had the distinct feeling of not being so welcome there. So off we went, his arm around my shoulder mine around his waist to the Wetherspoons. Both standing at the end of the bar he ordered 2 double Jack and cokes and was also asked for i.d (lol.... i.d he was 29!). Driving licence shown and drinks being poured, I took the opportunity to squeeze his butt (well by now i'd gotten the idea that maybe he was interested) to which he responded by leaning in and pressing his soft warm lips against mine, I was hooked. We took our drinks and sat on one of the leather sofas, not in the corner but was well in view of everyone. Again we kissed and I leant in furter, pressing my body against his, hooking my leg over his so he could continue to run his hands up and down them and not giving a damn what anyone else thought. I cant remember how long we were there exactly but at a point I think we were rather close to forgetting where we were and if it hadnt been for the constant chatting of a rather loud american woman at the bar we could have ended up spending our first night together in the police cells.

It became quite apparent that we wanted to explore more of each other and not drunk but very merrily we exited the Spoons and cwtched together made our way home, stopping every now and again he would stroak my face and bring it closer to kiss him. It wasnt long before we got back to my house....... but I think thats another story =).

From boring life to the begining of whats to come =D

Never being the best looking girl and shall we say on the flumpy side, I married young, had 2 (amazingly wonderful) children and after years of being unhappy and trodden on finally found the courage to divorce.

Still being naieve about what I felt my purpose in life was I found myself jumping into another relationship, that was doomed from the start, getting married (again =S) and well all i'll say i'm in the process of yet another divorce..... oh I must either LOVE wedding cake or be allergic to it =S lol. I think allergic is a better choice as I have to say I dont think marriage is right for me and am not going to test the "third times a charm" saying..... after all it didnt work for Joan Collins.


Anyway after a few months without any sexual contact and on facebook trying out yet another application that I would soon bore of I noticed an advert for "BeNaughty" which sounded perfect for the type of stimulisation I needed without any ties. So I signed up, women get gold membership free, posted a few sexy pics and before I knew it I was swarmed with chat windows and messages of lust, sex and dirty thoughts. After only a few days of being on the site and well (rather shockingly) having too many disgusting men fighting for my written attention I came accross a rather appealing and polite yet arousing request to chat, with a very handsome picture to boot, and for some reason focused my attention on him.

Well I hope to post many personal and to me fanastic sexual and emotional experiances with my BeNaughty partner that I hope you will enjoy reading.

Malteser =)